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Sometimes all I want to do is start fresh, just forget everything and move away. But then I think I need to face these fears its part of growing up. Every bad turn comes a good one.

Every time theirs a rumor about I cant hide from it even though I know myself its not true and my close friends know its not true its just when people start to judge me and believe it. All I ever do is smile and be happy thats my personality but I keep getting into trouble at school and making huge mistakes.

I`m letting everyone down lately with this stupid mistake and keep getting grounded and my phone taken off me but I know my parents are doing whats best for me but I don`t feel like this are and that`s when I flip. I find it so hard to calm down when i`m angry it takes time for me to calm down because i`m the sort off person that doesn't really forget about things.

But be your own person in life everyone makes mistakes. No one is ever going to be perfect. Everyone has things they regret or want to forget about.

Be yourself!!!

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