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Being myself...

I went through a rough patch in my life were I didn't eat. I would go through a whole day eating barely anything. But I didn't think there was anything wrong with it but obviously there was it was a massive problem. I was tired I didn't have enough energy to carry me on throughout the day because I wasn't getting the nutrition I needed. But I got this way cause I looked at myself and though I was fat because a group of lads from my school think its okay to call girls fat but hearing it over and over again made me think I was and I was starving myself to the point where I no longer felt hungry. I lost over 7 pounds in a few weeks I was losing weight by the minute but I carried on thinking it wasn't a problem because as long as i was losing weight i thought just maybe these lads would stop. I wouldn't have to carry on each day being called fat. Then I met my best friend. All she ever did was eat I swear haha. All we would ever do when she came back from collag
Having confidence. Being yourself. Your own individual person. Your happiness.  You don’t need someone in your life who puts you down. Yes you might feel happy. But are you actually happy? You can try and convince yourself that your happy. But your not.  Words go round and round in my head. I constantly put other people before myself; that’s an  human natural way to feel and it’s called not being selfish. But what I do is never good enough for someone. Being kind to one another is the only thing you need.   I haven’t shown people the respect that some people deserve. My actions are uncontrollable when it concerns my family. I would do anything and everything to protect them. I wouldn’t be the person I am today if it wasn’t for my family. The support they have given me over the years; words  honestly describe.  I learn my way in life. I make my own mistakes. Making mistakes is a part of growing up, making mistakes will make you a better person because you would learn from